♥ i met him ♥

he is my 'gay' boy, people. ryan.

yeah. i met him. again. as usual, he lighten up my day. although there was several times i was scolded by him(muka dia sumpah bertukar jadi macam momok dalam movie 'jangan pandang belakang' time dia marah, bukan scary tetapi hodoh. hahahaha :D), but then that doesn't matter. i accept him no matter what. i accept YOU, ryan no matter what. enough with all the lovey dovey stories. cakap banyak banyak pon bukannya orang suka sangat kan? kan? macam lah orang laen ta bercinta kan? kan? menyampah gila. contohnya macam neh..

i love you, ryan

i miss you, ryan

i really DO

haa. tengok tuh? menyampah gila gila kan? siap BOLD lagi tuh. babi jeh. macam lah dorg jeh yang bercinta. ntah pape jeh. hahahahaha :p after all, who cares, people. this is my blog. :)))

..:: daboo ♥ ryan ::.. (laa cakap lagi..)

♥ keterujaan-ness ♥

this will be my second post for today. i know. i know. but then, i just feel like posting it. my feelings are all mixed up. i feel like so damn happy, excited like nobody business sampai terasa macam na lompat lompat macam unta!(chup! unta melompat ke?) hahahaha :))) happy sangat sangat. kenapa yah? sebab..

RYAN CALLED !

RYAN CALLED !

RYAN CALLED !

yup. memanglah everyday pon dia called(except for yesterday sebab dia sebok dok 'bermesra mesra' dengan his gay friend, aci sampai i pon terabai) tapi just now was a little different. ada satu macam bond yang sangat sangat kuat yang buat kitorang sangat sangat na melekat with each other. i love the way he laughed. it was so sincere. (eventhough kadang kadang dia gelak sebab seronok dapat buli i)

i had a small small chat dengan ibu after dinner tadi. suddenly terbukak topic pasal ryan. she sounded like she likes ryan. alhamdulillah. pelan pelan kayuh :)))

*sorry sangat to my beloved cousin, nadia sebab ta dapat teman u tengok movie tomorrow. i da plan dengan ibu na shopping shopping for my uni stuffs. next week registration tapi ta prepare pape pon. merayau ajeh. hee :) sorry sayang.*

..:: i ♥ you, ryan ::..

♥ hari merajuk sedunia ♥

anak-anak, hari neh hari merajuk sedunia kah?(mata terkebil kebil)
i woke up this morning(fine. 11.30pm. almost afternoon), i pakai baju cantek cantek, i message ryan baek baek, i turun bawah terkedek kedek, tiba tiba..(aiseyh..ibu buat muka kerek lah pulak). confirm confirmlah dia moody sebab anak dara dia neh bangun AWAL gila. hehehehe :p dengan muka yang penuh tade perasaan, i pun lek jeh makan. sikit punya lamalah jugak i bertapa dekat meja makan tuh tapi ibu tade pon na borak borak dengan i.(kecik hati sekejap) pastuh, ibu bangun and terus naek bilik. laa..majuklah tuh. tape. tape. apa apa hal pon, i tetap na masak spaghetti! perut neh mengidam sangat sangat. time tengah syok masak masak, phone bunyilah pulak. AMAN.

DABOO : hello gila!(suara teruja na mati)
AMAN : boo..u kat mana? bila na jumpa neh? jom lah kua. i dekat ts neh. dengan 'pakcik'. hehe.
DABOO : 'pakcik'? ouh. si jamal lah tuh. alaa asal ta plan awal awal. i tade mood kot na kua. hujan pulak tuh.(ibu moody. confirm confirmlah ta bole kua)
AMAN : alaaa.. jomlah. jomlah. baru na ajak tengok movie sesama.
DABOO : taleh kot aman. tapelah. u kat ts kan? u pegi dekat ****** depan bowling tuh and u pegi jumpa ryan. dia kenal u. pegilah.

HANG UP.

i pon sambung lah masak balik.(muka bersungguh sungguh) baru na focus, suddenly, ada message masuk. RYAN.(tersengih sengih sampai na terkeluar jantung sebab happy teramat sangat) ryan,"man dtg jumpa b..". (i da senyum sampai nampak gigi da) i terus sambung masak spaghetti i (time neh saat genting sebab tiba tiba je rasa mcm kelam kabut semacam). ada message masuk lagi. RYAN. "suka sangat ta reply." kelam kabut i reply, "i tgh masak, sayang." message masuk lagi. ryan bengang. dia cakap dia punyalah tunggu i reply macam orang bodoh. adeh. kena marah lagi. tulah yang i kata. hari neh hari moody seduniakah? ibu majuk, ryan ngamok. (dah macam pantun pulak). okay. fine. sume orang na majok sangat kan? biar i pulak yang majok. i masak spaghetti i dengan tekun (sayu beb masak time sedih sedih) and hasilnya, sedap gila babi! i ta cakap, ibu yang cakap. (terkeluar muka bangga i) ta jadi na majok. hahahaha :))) ada message lagi. ryan. "bau sampai sini tunang b ni masak..mcm sedap je.." dengan ayat sekeping neh lah i could hardly stop smiling until now.

..:: i ♥ u, ryan ::..

♥ my blast day ever ♥

2009, 15th december. i could hardly forget this day. spending my whole day with him was undescribable. he was awesome.

♥♥♥

• we went to Hospital Kuala Lumpur to take my medical check up results. everything went smoothly.

• straight away to times square. ryan sungguh sungguh na belikan i handbag. i na dia pegi makan dulu sebab he woke up late that morning. confirm confirm lah ta sempat na breakfast kan? tapi si gila tuh manalah na dengar cakap i. naseb baiklah muka dia cute macam unta. ta bole na marah. hee :) we have been stucked at ryan's friend shop(his name was 'dark' but i called him 'darth vader'. more cooler. hehe :p) like soo lama because of this chinese uncle yang memang ta reti reti na blah and busy promoting his paper bag. at last, we managed to buy that handbag. nad(kawan i) cakap handbag tuh sgt cantik. ta habes habes puji. dia pun na beli juga. hee :)))

• we went to pavi pulak. ryan na beli movie tickets dulu. the title was 'santau'.(i managed to guess whose the backstabber in that movie. genius kan i? hehe :p) when i was about to pay that tickets, ryan pulled back my money. kakak counter tuh daripada na amek duet i terus ta jadi amek. i hulur lagi duet i. then kakak tuh pun cakap, " biar lelaki bayar. barulah gentle." ryan pun sengih sengih lah kan bila kakak tuh side dia.(bila masa dorg tag team neh? ragu ragu i.) ryan said, " u belajar. i kerja. biar i support." ryan, ryan. ta penah na kalah.

• while waiting for our movie untuk start, kitorang pegi makan makan. i mengidam mee bandung. malang sangat sebab mee bandung tuh ta sedap. dah lah mee bandung ta sedap, si ryan tuh pulak saja jeh beli teh ais without ice untuk i. bengang ta? i suka minum air sambil kunyah kunyah ais. da jadi habit. ryan cakap," kalau dgn i, tade kunyah kunyah ais. minum je." kecewa sungguh. tapi maybe disebabkan dia berdaulat dgn teh ais i, ta sampai sekali dua teguk, lalat masuk dalam air i. ryan kena beli lagi air untuk i. and kali neh, DENGAN AIS !(riak sungguh) hahahahaha :D
  

• before balik, we met our old friend yang da lama menghilang. selalu jumpa her papa jeh, anaknya ta jumpa jumpa pun. her name was nad. borak borak ta ingat dunia. happy sangat bila dapat buat macam tuh. i have started missing the old days when i was still schooling. lepak ajeh kerja. missed. missed. missed.

♥♥♥

i was so happy on that day. very happy until it was hard for me to desribe it with words. thank you, ryan hubby for making my day such a blast. i do love you and always do.

my first post

i did some upgrading with my blog since i've stop 'touching' it for several months. sadly to say, the previous posts that i have posted before had to be removed because of this new template. i really do miss my blog. having a new life has forcing me to updates a lot of stories here. i'll try my best not to stop writing again. i'll make this site as part of my life. more stories will catch you guys soon. do enjoy visiting my blog, people.